Day 42
Your Name: Cho Hakkai
Suicidal Ideation:
Homicidal Ideation:
Amount of Sleep Last Night:
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today:
Mood Triggers:
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I finally get to be out. How fun
Favorite Time of Day and Why:
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why:
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy:
Noticable Improvements:


To think that something so simple as a nightmare would allow me to go out and play, he really is more pathetic than he gives himself credit for. Today of all days too, the day he finally confessed his feelings to that whore. It's her fault he's like this, that he's locked up in some nuthouse with a bunch of shitbags for doctors, even if he wont admit it to himself. Then again, the denial is what causes so many of his break downs, so I guess it's not that bad~

I haven't really gotten to do much since I've got here, son of a bitch doesn't do anything worth my time, so I really should make the most of my time here.

For starters, a good fuck would do.

[In case anybodies confused, this is Hakkai's alternate personality u-u;;]

Day 39
Your Name: Cho Hakkai
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Six hours
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Saw Kana again in my dream. She was smiling, looked so happy even as she bled None really
Moods Experienced Today: Uneasy Content
Mood Triggers:
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I suppose it's about time
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Art time; I'd forgotten how fun it was to use clay
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Outside Time, since I still can't go because I lack the proper clothing
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Suppose I can't complain
Noticable Improvements: It's hard to tell, I've been here less than three days


The whole incident involving Sakura and Dr.House worries me, and though I've been told he was only following Malaisa regulations when he knocked him out, I can't help but think this whole situation could've been handled a bit better by all of us, though some more than others.

I also heard there was another incident involving a patient stealing a bracelet from another? At least things settled down before anything happened, since one incident seems to me more than enough for one day. I hope the young man got his bracelet back, at least.

[strikes hackable

Day 38
Your Name: Cho Hakkai
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 0/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Not sure really, since they drugged me
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: None
Moods Experienced Today: Curious
Mood Triggers: Snow
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I've never been anywhere this cold
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Breakfast, since I finally got to eat
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: None
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: I've just got here, so I'm afraid I haven't met my doctor yet
Noticable Improvements: None so far


It seems the doctor's decided transferring me would be the best thing. I suppose I can't blame them, considering what happened, though I wonder why all the way to Russia. I've never seen snow before, so I suppose there's at least some benefits to the transfer.

As for those that don't know me, which is most people except a few on the staff, I'm Cho Hakkai, a new patient here.